I Hate This Feeling
The heart pounding
The fast breathing
Oh, how I loathe this feeling
Will I get it right?
If it’s wrong everyone will laugh at me
I’ll just sound stupid
I just want to get rid of this feeling
I feel sick to my stomach
What if it’s not the 90 I hoped for?
What if it’s a 60?
God, take this feeling away
It’s horrible I know it is
Hands trembling now
I try to find a way to stop them
Stop that! This feeling is unnecessary
The teacher comes to me
Now, why was I so anxious?
I’m so pathetic for freaking out
I wish the feeling of anxiety didn’t
exist at all